2014 has been a very challenging year for all of us. Looking back through the months, 2014 is a one hell emotional rollercoaster journey for me. I'm not even kidding. So many things happened whether was it good or bad. Out of all years I've lived through, this year was such a tough trial for me. In other words, cobaan.
You know how people always say that they are tired of feeling this and that? Well, I'm literally tired of this emotional rollercoaster ride I'm currently in. I've been such an emotional wreck that it affects everyone else around me. 2014 is probably the year where I actually really questioned myself.
"Who am I? What do I want to be? Is this the life I want? What is the purpose of my life and my existence? Why am I this way?"
Maybe I'm just going through the phase of growing into an adult whilst I'm going to turn 18 in about 3 months. It pressurizes me thinking of all the questions that I have to answer later in life. I curl myself up into a ball not knowing what to do. I feel lost. Honestly, I hate the life I'm in, the skin I'm in and I guess it's time to turn things the right way where I will be able to breathe and live in the life I deserve. Thus, this leads to my 2015's resolution.
I want to become a better me.
Things will change and I believe that everything's going to be better in 2015. Insya Allah.
This blog will be on revamp and hopefully it'll be ready by 30th December. See you soon.
Love, Delilah.
I want to become a better me.
Things will change and I believe that everything's going to be better in 2015. Insya Allah.
This blog will be on revamp and hopefully it'll be ready by 30th December. See you soon.
Love, Delilah.
