Start anew

Hello lovelies.

It has been such a tough journey within these three months. I've been too equipped with so many personal issues, academic and everything else. First things first, I want to switch this blog o' mine to a general blog where I post whatever I want to without feeling succumbed to what people want from me.

3 months of melancholic journey. Have you ever had to experience a back to back punches everywhere around your body and all you had to do is to force yourself to walk and stand as usual to hide away the pain from showing through spiritually? I just can't accept the fact that in within those 3 months I've experienced so much - so bloody much. The moment I turned 18 on 27th March 2015, everything turned upside down for me. I had to struggle through so many things, to be emotionally stronger than I used to be and at the same time, to go out there to be what I really want to be.

I can't believe everything's going too fast. In a blink of an eye, it's already June. 2015 needs to slow the heck down because I'm not ready for a few things yet. Wait, can you actually believe in within those three months, I actually worked in an amazing cafe with shitty staffs (except for a few)? I'm not being sarcastic about my compliment. It was an amazing cafe - superbly love the ambience and food but not the staffs... Mmm, hmm... Oh whatever, a big chunk of weight is finally lifted of my shoulders.

Other than that of which I found myself thinking more often than I used to be; family, relationships, friendships, academics and myself. Recently, about three weeks ago, if you follow me on instagram, you will understand why I've been feeling worse than before. Oh my gosh, there are so many other things that have happened but I think most are way more personal, I choose to keep it to myself, honestly.

I'm just here hoping for a better day, week, month, year. One day, everything will be fine.

Love, Delilah.

Update

Hello lovelies!

I'm super delighted that I finally have the time to blog. I've been catching up with the stuffs that I've been missing out for the past few months and I'm finally back. It feels so good. I'm done with year 1 and I can't wait to go on with my school journey because honestly, school makes me happy even though I hate waking up in the morning. It's March and in a few more days, I'm turning a year older. (What?!)

Time flies super fast these days. I'm currently looking for a job which I think is a pretty good idea because at least there is a reason for me not to be lazy and yes, I went for the interview on Monday this week and I'm hoping that all is well. I'm going for another interview on Friday as a backup plan. We always need a Plan B if Plan A screws up.

Right now, I feel so contented with my life. I love the people I surround myself with and how much happier I've been compared to before. I mean, that's a great start to achieving other goals in the future. We need to set a positive mindset in order to achieve what we want. Speaking of which, I am excited to post my current favourites here on my blog this week.

Till' then.

Love, Delilah

Hello 2015!

Hello lovelies!

Typical Laila is forever late. One month late, to be exact. I apologise for not updating my dearly loved blog as January has been a super hectic month for me. Many things happened which I would rather not want to repeat. But hey, as long as I'm back blogging while I have some free time before the second last week of school starts tomorrow.

I've bought so many things in January and hopefully, I'll be able to post a haul or a favourite post when my holidays start!

As you may know, I've started wearing the hijab after my last post. I'm proud to say that it has been a month of goodness in me. It has been a wonderful journey and Insya Allah, things will get better in time. Many asked why because it seemed like a sudden move for me to start a new lifestyle in 2015. Well, I should write about my hijab story soon right?

Sure I'll have tons of posts coming up soon. Till' the next post.

Love, Delilah.