Hello lovelies.
It has been such a tough journey within these three months. I've been too equipped with so many personal issues, academic and everything else. First things first, I want to switch this blog o' mine to a general blog where I post whatever I want to without feeling succumbed to what people want from me.
3 months of melancholic journey. Have you ever had to experience a back to back punches everywhere around your body and all you had to do is to force yourself to walk and stand as usual to hide away the pain from showing through spiritually? I just can't accept the fact that in within those 3 months I've experienced so much - so bloody much. The moment I turned 18 on 27th March 2015, everything turned upside down for me. I had to struggle through so many things, to be emotionally stronger than I used to be and at the same time, to go out there to be what I really want to be.
I can't believe everything's going too fast. In a blink of an eye, it's already June. 2015 needs to slow the heck down because I'm not ready for a few things yet. Wait, can you actually believe in within those three months, I actually worked in an amazing cafe with shitty staffs (except for a few)? I'm not being sarcastic about my compliment. It was an amazing cafe - superbly love the ambience and food but not the staffs... Mmm, hmm... Oh whatever, a big chunk of weight is finally lifted of my shoulders.
Other than that of which I found myself thinking more often than I used to be; family, relationships, friendships, academics and myself. Recently, about three weeks ago, if you follow me on instagram, you will understand why I've been feeling worse than before. Oh my gosh, there are so many other things that have happened but I think most are way more personal, I choose to keep it to myself, honestly.
I'm just here hoping for a better day, week, month, year. One day, everything will be fine.
Love, Delilah.
